Leaving

In the morning I'll be off on my way to New York, all though there's still that inkling that says it's not real. What is it that's not letting me completely accept, or perhaps comprehend, the fact that I'm going to be spending the summer away from my family, best friends, and the wonderful town of Ames? I've said goodbye to my close friends, cried my way through leaving my wonderful boyfriend, and have my car almost completely packed to the brim. (There's no way I'm going to be able to bring much home with me that I don't take out to NY)

I guess it's only a few short hours now before I'm headed east. I couldn't find my passport tonight, I'll have to settle for only be able to drive into Canada and not flying, I have my birth certificate. I have so much stuff between my parents and the stuff that used to be in my apartment that it's nearly impossible to find anything.I don't have a clue.

That's another thing, my apartment. I spent nearly two years in the same building, primarily in my last apartment. I had to move out today. It's going to be strange coming back to Ames and not going to my apartment. I mean, I'll have another apartment but it just wont be the same.